Sick to death.
Oh, how absence makes the heart grow fonder...or, in my case, care less.
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It's rather astounding how upsetting it can be when someone isn't upset when you want them to be. I don't usually measure things in percentages. I'm not generally that mathematical (my wife never believed I had any mathematical talent), but over the last five months I've found a particular area of my thought process that really can't be accounted for in any other way. I've kept a running tally of my day to day desire for my wife to return vs. my lack of desire for the same.
I'm sure now of the ground upon which I stand, but I can't say as of yet whether or not I'm pleased to be standing here.
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posted by angelo @ 9:44 AM
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hi.
I am on the other side of that feeling now. I no longer wish to be back together. I am glad that it is over. I was too young. I didn't know what I really wanted.
It helps when you find someone who is actually what you really want. It helps when you have friends and family who love you.
Now, if anything, I am sorry it didn't end sooner, when I first realized we didn't match; but I was afraid of being alone.
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